August 9, 2012; 7:30 a.m.
Welcome
to China! I’m sitting in the Zhangjiakou Hotel where I sleep in a comfortable
bed and have my own bathroom, only to be shared with one other person. I have
access to the internet through a wall jack, though I cannot access Facebook,
Twitter, Blogger, or anything related to “Tiananmen Square 1989”. We will have
a traditional Chinese breakfast this morning, visit the community to do some
volunteer work, then have a traditional Chinese dinner at a beautiful
restaurant. Needless to say, this trip is much different than your average Me
to We trip.
| Tienanmen Square |
We
arrived in Beijing a week ago and began on some amazing adventures. Our first
full day in the city we visited Tiananmen Square. That was certainly a
highlight of the trip for me because of the historical aspect that goes along
with it. Tiananmen Square was the location of the 1989 pro-democracy movement
in China, where the government came in with military tanks and killed hundreds
of civilians... at least, that’s what we know as fact in the Western world. In China,
that event never happened. It has been erased from the history books and if you
speak of the event in the square, you are arrested and who knows what the
government will do when you are detained. I walked around the square, seeing
that Google image in my mind – the one with the tanks – and tried to imagine
what it would be like to live in a place where history was erased. What would
happen if twenty years from now, the American government erased the Occupy
movement from history? Or if they erased the Kent State Massacre from history,
claiming that the Ohio National Guard never killed four unarmed college
students? Would people in the US stand up against the government? Would we
still educate our kids about these topics? What if our safety was at hand?
Well, now that the NDAA 2012 passed, our military could arrest us if they heard
us talking about events that the government erased...
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| Forbidden City |
After
Tiananmen Square we visited the Forbidden City. This Forbidden City was hundreds
of old, beautiful buildings all walled in, with only two ways out – a North entrance
and South entrance. It was the imperial palace from the Ming Dynasty to the end
of the Qing Dynasty. For almost 500 years, it was the home of emperors and
their households, along with people that would work for them (i.e. tailors),
and was the ceremonial and political center of the Chinese government. As
Mischa, Xin (our in-country facilitator), and I were walking through (it takes
at least 45 minutes to walk from one end to the other), Xin was telling us
about the city. She explained that for the emperor’s safety, he was not allowed
to leave the city, and only certain people were allowed to come in. Then she
explained that when the emperor was out in public in the city, people had to
close their windows because no one was allowed to see him. If they opened their
windows to sneak a peak, they would be killed. This, of course, led Mischa and
I to question if there ever was an emperor. Xin said, “well of course, the
government knew him” and Mischa and I started laughing with her. It is an
interesting idea to ponder, if only the government was allowed to see this
emperor, did he even exist?
Fun fact: The Forbidden City was declared a World
Heritage Site in 1987, and is listed by UNESCO as the largest collection of
preserved ancient wooden structures in the world!
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| Great Wall of China |
So
far, the trip is going great! We have some amazing kids on the trip, everyone
is getting along, and we’ve had no sickness or injuries (knock on wood). I am
really looking forward to how the rest of the trip goes... but am nervous to be
back in Toronto, because then I need to buckle down and start applying to grad
schools, eek! Until next time...
PS – After my trip to India, I signed up for
“Notes from the Universe” on tut.com. It sounds cheesy, but it sends you a note
every weekday and some days, it seems to be just what you need to hear. I just
opened one from a couple days ago that I had received and it reads:
“Have you ever considered, Bria,
that having aced time and space again and again and again, with more "gold
medals" than you know who, you're here this time simply for the love of
the game? Just to smell the dirt? To lend a hand? Give comfort? And maybe for
old times' sake, to manifest a dream job like it was a morning cup of coffee,
even though you're way past having to prove anything?
Remember?
I do,
The Universe”
Remember?
I do,
The Universe”
Every trip I facilitate, I am so concerned
about making sure I do a good job, making sure I please Toronto, making sure I
don’t mess it up... that I often forget to relax and have fun myself. However,
on this trip, Mischa’s really helped me to do that. I’ve started to enjoy
moments on my own, instead of always watching everyone else, making sure they
are having a good time. I think this is the Universe telling me, “hey! It’s
your fourth trip, they trust you... relax!”. So that’s what I’m going to do!


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